I am dying…

No wait let me correct that

We are all dying, but I’m dying faster and more voliate than most of you. Its that time of year again, Spring. Wikipedia defintion: Spring is one of the four temperate seasons, the transition period between winter and summer. Spring and “springtime” refer to the season, and broadly to ideas of rebirth, renewal and regrowth.

I think they should also add, “and bitch ass allergies.” 

I get sick frequently. I’m like prone to accidents, sickness, and lots of “i don’t wanna go to school nausea.” So I’m use to feeling the crap. However, during the Spring that’s when all of my sickness is suppose to melt away and For the first maybe three weeks I feel wonderful, like I’m SINGING IN THE RAIN, then the end of April hits and problems insue. It starts raining more. People break out the air conditions (which idk if you know, but ac’s during spring are the bane of my existence. they actually clog your nose with the cold and then you can’t breathe or you get a headache). The pollen starts falling excessively. My eyes turn redder, my nose is like a drippy faucet bullshit one nostril always stuffy awful thing, my face hurts, and I feel like shit.

AND the medicines my “really capable doctor” gives me, do nothing. Muicnex is really unhelpful. Sudafed is bullshit, Neo-synephrine makes me cry, and Afrin shouldn’t be legal. It’s all awful. It’s all unhelpful.

Now I’m blowing my nose off, its all swollen and clogged at 2:30 in the morning. I can’t sleep and I can breathe out of my nose at all. I feel like i’m dying. I can’t smell. Its horrible. I’ve been like this for days. I WANT A NEW NOSE. I WANT TO NOT BE ALLEGRIC TO ANYTHING.

I went to the allegrist recently before, Spring even and the doctor did this really annoying “see what your allgeric to” test with like all these solution dots and little pricks. Whatever turns red is what your allergic too. I am allegric to the most retarded things: trees, soy, and grass.

Take a moment to chuckle.

Trees, soy, and grass.

Me and japanphile pothead is allegric to soy and grass. 

Laugh again.

How can you even be allegric to grass? That so impossible. How do I treat that? stay inside all the time? What the hell is that? Should I avoid parks?

Ugh, every second my nose clears a little, it closes back up.

WHY GOD?

Too much pot? Too much grass in the world. Fucking Spring

-The Spice.

P.S: I’ve been SOOO BUSY AND SICK, besides my allergies, thus why I’ve been like letting “the sugar” take over a little bit. I love her though\ see her way too frequently. Isn’t she the GREATEST?