| — |
Kevin Smith (director) on the ridiculousness of movies about sex receiving NC-17 ratings while extremely violent movies get by with R ratings (via phillip-gallagher) From This Film is Not Yet Rated. So good. Preach, Kevin! (via likespuck) |
| — |
new favorite movie. -tally, the spice |
| — |
from Boys and Girls Guide to getting down -Tally, The Spice |
This is me and Zhane’s theme song. A little ditty by Mindless self indulgence, called Issues. I rather fuck you than kiss you…
-Tally
Breaking up is always hard to do. But I think you suck as a person when you break up with someone and you don’t tell them the real reason. Bullshit is the aversion of cowards. Not to get into too much details or “personal” inflictions, but why does everything come down to sex? Or the lack of it, or the decision not to do it.
Teenage sex DOES NOT appeal to me. I am a virgin. I will likely stay that way for a substantial amount of time in my high school career. Not even for religious reasons or any really good reason at all: I just don’t want too. I’ve seen way too many friends have sex with someone who claims they love them, and then the guy screws them over. And I really don’t even think its all the guys fault. I forgot who said this, but someone said “all boys 14 and older want to get laid. All girls over 13 weld the power to let them get laid or tell them to fuck off.”
Maybe I just made that up…
No matter. It just isn’t for me. But I understand that guys my age and older are interested in a girl who is going to easily “give it up.” That isn’t me. In fact that isn’t me drunk, high, or sober and that hasn’t been me since the like 8th grade. I don’t like to hook up with people randomly for no reason without emotional convents. Sex is not a game for me, but I think also everyone makes it such a big deal over it, it becomes something that guys especially feel like they need to obtain…. when it isn’t that big of a deal. I’m not abstaining from sex because I think its some BIG thing. Honestly, I know for a fact the first time you do it for girls especially, its like a second… maybe a few minutes and then its done. Wham. Bam. Thank You ma’m. I’m abstaining from sex because I’m avoiding the drama.
Because that’s all sex is: complications and drama. I don’t believe in “making love” especially not in high school. The term “making love” sounds like a joke when you’re in your teens because we barely know what love is.
“I use to live in a heartbeat city, I’d fall in love every second on the street” -Yacht, Pyshic City
That should apply to teenagers, and maybe all people. Not many of us have the will power to walk around the streets everyday, see so many attractive hot people, and not want to fuck them or attempt to. In my life personally, if I really loved someone, I think I could just not attempt: look, admire, move one, but not many people can. I watch so much daytime television: The Tyra show, The Maury Show, Jerry Springer, Oprah, and if i had a penny for every-time someone tells “the person they love” that they are\ were cheating on them, I’d be a ZILLIONAIRE. Not million. Zillion. So obviously love does not stop you from desiring other people.

Love and sex don’t coincide together on a fair playing field. Sex is a something that most people are told will be so great and so beautiful. Look at all of Hollywood sex scenes: real life is not The Blue Lagoon, or the fucking Notebook. Its NOT like this. It NEVER will be. “I LOVE YOU. I WROTE YOU 256 LETTERS.” picking up people out of the rain and then sensual, lovely sex. THAT IS BULLSHIT. Really kids, its not like that. And its setting us up for failure because when its not like that, all beautiful with music: we feel really stupid, inadequate, and disappointed.
Sigh I don’t know what I do anymore…
This is a really long post avoiding lots of shit. I just have to say: thanks to all my friends, people who’ve kept my mind off of things. I should even thank my teachers, because they’ve been keeping me busy like a motherfucker.
You live and you learn. Things change. Nothing lasts forever. Cliche things sometimes are the only things that can make you feel better….
-Tally, The Spice
P.S: Love is a lie.
P.S.S: Not really. I just hate highschool love. AND that is fake.





